Tomorrow? I Walk!

into a room I mistakenly go
how did I make it this far?
where is the fantasy that I knew
and why do I have to try just to say hello?

I think and sleep and wake alone
It's a comforting place
no one wants to hear a grown
woman cry and complain

and my house is always so empty in the afternoon
so how can I still smell him in my room?
I made a mess in the kitchen
I'm old enough to do my own dishes
so I made a mess in the kitchen

quietly violent I plan my return
I won't dissolve to envy
vanity only responds to my call
so no one really affects me

thinking about what I thought you knew
you must be crazy to be alive
I'll never be someone's someone
not if I have to try

and my house is always so empty in the afternoon
so why am I hiding in the corner of my room?
I made a mess in the kitchen
pretending there was someone there listening
I made a mess in the kitchen

you cannot take a picture of this
there's no room dark enough
to develop our disguises
to cover up what we have done