i can break your neck for you if you'd like
watch me fuck myself with good intentions to save you
and now I can't trust anyone new
the scent, the noise, the ice of your mouth
I miss you being broken and such a bitch to help
I have all of these good intentions
I glued myself to the past with your ghost
I choke my hands around your throat
and lovingly ask you why
beg you to be broken only for me
so I can put these good intentions to use
I don't know what to do with a smile but I can kiss your frown for days
trip me with the guilt, hate my friends
I'll write a novel in your defense
I'll air guitar my pain into your scathing narrow eyes
I'll scream catharsis until you come back broken and needy
I'll scream that I love you until I know you finally need me
I'll miss you until I'm just as broken as you
I have all of these good intentions